The great irony of the Obama presidency is that a central promise of his candidacy was to reduce the corrosive cynicism pervading the citizenry regarding our political system, but dashing the hopes of huge numbers of first-time and young voters -- as the "enthusiasm gap" compellingly reveals is occurring -- will likely do more than any other single event to increase cynicism levels to all new heights. It's easy to imagine large numbers of people who decided for the first time that politics can matter -- people who were enthused supporters who expected the fundamental change they were promised by electing Barack Obama -- giving up "hope" for a long time, if not forever, in the face of a Party which now has little to say to them other than: But Look Over There at Sarah Palin!!That pretty much sums it up. I absolutely fall into this category, btw. I voted in my first presidential election in 2004, when it was just a desperate "ohdeargodgetBushthefuckoutofofficeplz" attitude. Nobody was *excited* for Kerry, but he was a democrat, and he was Not Bush. And then Obama's campaign came. I was one of the many young voters, although not a first-timer, who was swept up in the fervor. I believed with all my naive little heart. I hoped! I changed! I hoped for change! I donated time, and for the first time donated money too! And now I'm counting down until 2012 when we can see the end of the Third Term of GW Bush right alongside my Teabagger-Republican father, although for diametrically opposed reasons.
Let me tell you just how disillusioned with the Democratic Party I am: my family has always been a bit fanatical about doing one's civic duty by voting. We vote. We always vote. Growing up, my parents would each put their ballot stub on the fridge when they got home with it, and I would look at it and imagine the day when I had one to put up there, too. "If you don't vote, you can't complain" was a common refrain around our house.
This November? If I vote at all - and I'm considering not - it won't be for Dems. I might vote Green. I might not vote at all, except for the propositions (CA's prop system is so fucking broken) and voting against Meg Whitman for governor because she scares me. But even there, I'm not voting *for* Jerry Brown, I'm voting *against* Whitman. And I really truly hate that it's come to this. But there it is. Thanks, Obama administration. My bubble: you bursted it.
Now for the blognews: I realize this blog is kind of coming back from the dead all zombified right now. I have been gone a long time. No, I'm not dead. Clearly. What I am, however, is employed. Readers who follow me on Twitter know I have a job at Lane Bryant these days (a plus-sized women's clothing retailer), and may or may not have noticed that it is eating up all my time and also kind of devouring my soul. Posting has ground to a halt under the weight of stress and work and I'm trying to figure out how to fit blogging in there along with some leisure time on WoW. (How do people do it? I know there are lots of people out there who manage to work and have hobbies and a social life all at once. What am I doing wrong?) Anyway. I am sorry. I've missed it, and you, all of you, whether you comment or not.
So here it is: I'm sorry for the absence. I'm going to work on this time-management thing. While I'm still figuring it out, posting will be a bit spare, probably only once or twice a week. Hopefully that will get better with time and practice. But as of now...I am back.
4 comments:
Oh awesome, it's not just me! ;-) Thanks for the encouragement. I'm making my third go on NaNo this year; I have yet to finish but damned if I'm not going to try again. >.< You doing it again this year?
Definitely not just you! Actually just read a decent book on energy management in both work and personal life (The Power of Full Engagement - cheesy title, like most business-oriented books) - now I just need to put some of it into action.
I don't think I'm going to do NaNo again this year - it's a big time commitment, and I didn't do anything with my novel from last year. But who knows, maybe I'll get inspired before Nov. :) Good luck with this year! My best advice is (a) get as much outlining, backstory-writing etc. as you can out of the way in Oct but not so much that you can't go with the flow and (b) don't be afraid to forcibly shove loved ones out the room when they're distracting you. :)
Yeah, I remember how hard the balance was when I first started working full-time. I would come home from work every day completely exhausted and unable to do anything but eat and go to bed, and wonder "wtf is wrong with me??" Over time I got used to it and was able to maintain more energy throughout the day. Hell, I somehow managed to win NaNoWriMo while working, so anything's possible! Hang in there!
Glad to hear you're still doing well. :)
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